Hi Mark & Chantel!

So for everyone not aware, all these posts have been for 3 profs, the dance journals were for Stephanie, and everything else is for Mark and Chantel.

If you would like to read everything in reverse chronological order, start right here and scroll down. If you want to read everything in chronological order, scroll to the bottom of the page, and click the "Back" button till it disappears. It should take you to the entry called "Home". 

I hope you enjoy this, and thank you again for allowing me to break convention for this. :)

A Little Update

So this blog has been really quiet this semester because I've been journaling with pen and paper. There are some thoughts that need to stay private.

I've spent the last couple weeks hardcore journaling and I've gotten weirdly introspective. I keep thinking about prep, and the future. This program is like Game of Thrones. They bring us in, get us all friendly, then have us compete against each other for a handful of spots in theatre programs at Sheridan next year.

I came in with the mindset of wanting one of those spots, no matter what, whatever it took. And I got one for Production next year. I thought I'd feel victorious, or complete, but I don't. I feel lonely and scared. I'm alone next year. 

I came in knowing the odds were slim, terrified that I'd be rejected. I never took into account what would happen if I somehow got in.